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hormone is a very bad thang. the hormone itself is fine but getting hormonal is so uncool. so so so uncool.
but what can we women do. it's the thing we get every month and it's the only time we can get away with your sweet talking (referring to men).

i do, get hormonal sometimes. when hubby is not around it's ok, because usually i don't do it in the office but when's he's here - he'll be the one who gets affected by it. i mean, come on. i couldn't do much! as much as i don't want to be so marah2 and so damn annoying, these hormones get in my way. blame them not me!

and i always become irrational and lose my senses when i get too hormonal and emotionally disturbed. i easily get angry to little things like the slippers you don't put back on the shoe rack, the water bottle that you didn't close back, etc. i will nag a lot (as if i didn't nag a lot when the hormone is sleeping soundly). i easily get bored to things, i don't talk a lot, i easily cried over things that i really am mad about.

so, i'm sorry to those affected by it. i am really sorry, sometimes my insecurity get in my way!

bidan terjun

uishh,
this morning was really a surprise.

a friend of mine sambut baby dia sendiri without doctor / nurses / parents.
in the house there was only him, his wife and 2yr old daughter and yet he managed to do that.

huhuhu, seriously dia sambut baby but of course tak tau camne nak potong uri so have to wait for a while for ambulance to come. well he live in Bangi and he already arrived the office this morning when his wife called to say that she couldn't get up. lucky he managed to get back on time. huhuhu..

OMG OMG OMG.

this is really a big news for me, if i were a journalist, surely masuk front page METRO esok hehehehehe.

anyway, congrates to him and the wife for delivering the baby boy safely. alhamdulillah. hopefully the newborn will strengthen the kasih sayang among them and surely jadi anak bapak la ehehe since bapak yg sambut.

then i asked my husband - kalau tiba2 saya nak terberanak awak buat camtu x? alan ckp, mestilah. i'm up for any challenges, skang pun kerja remote area boleh je. (dalam hati aku - yerlah tu huhuhuhu)

but yes, if it's for your spouse, surely you'll do anything... anything!

sepi

sbnrnya dh wat blog baru tp both pun malas update ehehehe.
sorryla korang (refer to Aliza since she asked), tak sempat gak nak compose apa2.

new year ni, maybe a good start la kot. my ACD assessment, mungkin agak ok la. but still ada gaps to be filled. takpe, this year will work my a** (ops) of to complete everything. ceh beriya sgt plak.

last week alan's bday, well mcm last year i buat surprise for him but this year i was away for teambuilding. yup, i joined as the commitee for the teambuilding. it was a blast!! it was held at Selesa Hillhomes, starting with becoming the emcee, then PROM QUEEN. yes you heard me, i got the best dress award. ehehehehhee... thank you costume world. bestla dapat RM150 isetan voucher and dah guna semalam. wah wah wah.. then i got lucky draw - RM50 kinokuniya voucher jugak..best best best.

then last weekends buat kenduri doa selamat at our house. sorry for those yg x diinvite, not intentionally mcm tu tapi kiteorg buat jamuan makan at level 6 and kenduri kat level 16. agak kelam kelibut jugak, xpe next time kita buat party by the pool pulak!

then ade satu lagi yg best. tapi nnt ah citer.. nanti2 eh....

ok all the best you guys!!!

love u mmmwahhh

turning 2

so people say age is just a number. i totally agree.

but they say otherwise for marriage. the longer the marriage is AND when you don't have much achievement, you're are totally helpless. so to say.

so tomorrow we turn 2! congrates to us. unlike in the previous post, i'm not gonna brag about anything this year, well it's pretty much the same monotonous us. except few travelling here and there.

well, we couldn't get aryan/amani this year, let's not give up yet. hubby revealed a thing to me last few days and that make me really relieved. *sigh*

so, here to us, happy 2nd anniversary and hopefully this coming year we'll be blessed with many good things and learn from bad things.

double

checked the letterbox last night (i am so malas to check my box, i only check it once a week) and found this letter from SK-II.

yup, i bought it months ago and guess what, i don't even use it (but somebody else is using it now - to my relieve). i thought my skin should blend well with it since Asian skin is so so so into it like most Malaysian artists and not to forget Hong Kong's BUT to my surprise, it's a no no since it dried up my skin pretty fast.

then they sent me this love letter saying i could enter this particular lucky draw to win some products. cool cool cool!

i find it cute they printed out my name and address and total accumulated point on this hard-thick letter. again cool cool cool!

p/s: i lose my senses till i blog about boring stuffs now. such a loser

i do, but i DO NOT know how

have u ever been in love? NO.. not that..
ok let's try again.

have u ever been in a situation where u want to say I do / Yes but u just don't know how. it's not that u want to say No but you do not know how to say Yes.

complicated huh?

but seriously, when u are serious about things, that means u're serious. no matter how difficult it is, u simply know that u will always want to say Yes (even if inside your heart). BUT u don't know how to let the other person to buy the idea of you saying Yes because the other person is also in your exact same position.

so who's to be blame? u? the others? the situation?

the only thing u can say is Sorry and keep your fingers crossed at all times to let it happened.

p/s: blabbering in the middle of the night, what was I thinking? owh..yes of course that one particular thing. u guess.

perfect murder

that's really perfect!

for being such a batu api and ruin my day. thank God i have him to listen to what i bebel. this day onwards, no way i'll let them in again.

moral of the story: never trust the untrustable. never be too good and naive. never say hey to simply anyone. never make friends to an enemy of a friend, sesungguhnya that friend is always right.

i hate you guys!